3 Lost In Time

I am lost in time.
My medical age is my birth age plus 20 years.
My mind feels at home in this year plus 40 years.
Planet Earth looks in this year how it looked in my mind 40 years ago.

The creation and end of many universes is God breathing.
So, for God each Universe only lasts 8 seconds.

Most humans live in a linear time concept, nature is a cyclic time concept.
I live in a hybrid world of linear and cyclic time.

I am lost in time.